Nothing could prepare me for the shock of seeing a picture of myself and my beautiful little baby a few days after she was born. My belly was a beast on its own, spreading, sprawling, floating all over the place. You know what I felt? I felt like a few days ago people were in awe of my big round beautiful belly, I felt validated. Now I was just fat and the race was on to get back into my pre pregnancy body, into shape, into better shape than ever.
All these words twirling around, six pack, abs, get back into jeans, bla bla bla.